Wednesday April 6, 2011

Dear Diary,

Oh how many things have been going on. I have 5 minutes before class and needed to talk to someone so well here I am. This sunday my grandmother died. Its...hard. I can't explain how I feel. I am so guilty that I could've gone and seen her on spring break but didn't because I was busy and mom didn't want me to see her that way. I want to go home so bad but have decided thanks to my 5 exams that I should stay and study. Well today is the funeral and I am trying not to cry sitting here in the computer lab. I just wow you know?

I am so stressed/sad/ all around shitty that I officially am sick. I have two large and painful lymph nodes on my neck. If I blow my nose/sneeze one more time....AHHHHH

I had a finicial aid incident that really freaked me out. Mom doesn't get it. Most people don't My myslice said that I had exceeded that limit of stafford loans. Thank god that I am considered an independent so technically I didn't. My myslice lied to me. And my mom was like see you shouldn't get yourself all worked up about shit like that. BUT it could've meant the end of school for me and that in itself is stressful.

Can anything else go wrong this week?


Love always,
Me