So I did a personallity report:

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Seems pretty accurate. I don't know about leadership but whatevs. Ryan and I are going to the movies :D

Love always,
Me

Monday May 2nd, 2011

Dear Diary,

SO at about 11 o'clock last night it was announced that Osama bin Laden was killed. Rejoice, right? NO not so much. My roomate's boyfriend does not believe it. He even went as far to say that 9/11 was a hoax to play Americans so the government can have more power.

He calls everyone ignorant because we "believe what we are told." I understand to a certain extent. HOWEVER if he truly believes that he has no control over his government and that he is being played Why not just MOVE. He has a right to speak and be heard but if he thinks that this a ploy by the government why not move to North Korea or China. I am sure he will get all of his "freedoms there"

Here is a little bit from his facebook post:

Michael Tichenor

Just cause the big box in front of you says its true it HAS to be true... brainwashed much?

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    Ryan Carpenter I see you mike but still a win for America you cant deny that

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    Joe Sayre Your ridiculous Tichenor be American and celebrate

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    Michael Tichenor hahahaha k go be robots and play their game

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    Joe Sayre oh Tichenor I forgot its cool to be rebelous

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    Michael Tichenor haha nah im just not ignorant

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    Joe Sayre because guess what? you couldn't do that anywhere else

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    Joe Sayre your amazingly ignorant

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    Michael Tichenor http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7E3oIbO0AWE

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    Steven Tomaszfski ‎@ Joe- I think you meant you're. Now this statement was ignorant.

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    Ryan Carpenter Soo ignorant bro

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    Joe Sayre its people like you that make me sick.. but even more proud to be an American because people like you are allowed to speak and give you stupid opinion

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    Brendan Trieb IT"S A CONSPIRACY!!!

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    Patrick M. Murray I agree with Joe, celebrate

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    Kevin Phu It's probably true that he's actually dead. they wouldn't go about it like this otherwise. whether or not this is a tangible accomplishment is another story. I think after a $400 billion war, this is the most expensive assassination ever

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    Michael Tichenor hahah something big is going to happen soon. mark my words

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    Matthew Kaufman A morale boost never hurts anything. Who doesn't love a reason to party?

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    T-Money Bagz MIKE U SCARING ME

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    Tyler John McEnroe U and Osama bros Mike?

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    Michael Tichenor It is all a distraction...use your fucking brain, not only your ears

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    Tyler John McEnroe Ya this is definitely some next level big brother shit. I wish us philistines could process this incredible deception by the U.S. government but its wayyyyy too complicated. I kneel to your intellect.

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    Michael Tichenor

    The American government is powerful enough to do whatever they want and put whatever they want in the media. How you want to take it is up to you. But I do not believe anything that I am TOLD as the people that run the media are the people ...that are in charge and want to keep the control over the public any way they can. It is all about power, and the citizens rejoicing over the "death" of an "enemy" keeps the power in the governments hands.See More

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    Tyler John McEnroe We don't live in a country with state run media, although it seems that you believe this. Maybe check out reuters or bbc sometime if your looking for non-american media. Otherwise it might appear that you base alotta of your beliefs on shitty biased documentaries that pander to small minded conspiracy theorists.

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    Michael Tichenor

    Haha have u checked out any non-american media? Yeah, they report the same kinds of things that the american media does. How would it look if they didn't? But as much as you like to believe that the government has no influence on the med...ia, that is bullshit. Call me small minded or whatever you want to but what if you are wrong?
    
    Also, is Osama really responsible for 9/11? Those two massive towers fell in less than an hour because of two planes? Into that nice neat little pile? With thermite in the debris? And hundreds of witnesses claiming they heard bombs? And a building a few blocks away falls so neatly because of debris, yet the buildings around it are untouched?See More

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    Michael Tichenor Give me answers and i'll stop my ranting.

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    Michael Tichenor http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SYUx5zJ3yss&feature=related

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    Tyler John McEnroe Terrorists flew planes into 2 buildings and they fell down. I tried to keep it simple for you but heres an in depth analysis to debunk your fairy tales.
    http://www.popularmechanics.com/technology/military/news/1227842

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    Michael Tichenor

    hahahahah notice how most of these sources come from the government or people linked to the government. One article does not make any of these things true what so ever. You act like this is truth because they all produce all this evidence... when some of there explanations are merely people spitting out random data to sound smart and convincing when they never actually answered the question.
    
    Just because these people say they are "facts" and back it up with some numbers does not make them facts. Have you ever thought that these people could be fabricating some of this to make it fit?
    
    Believe whatever you want, I don't care. Your opinion does not affect my life in the least bit; as mine should not affect yours.See More

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So here are so numbers for you. I was born in 1990. I am 21 years old. I have a 3.6 average in school. HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE KNOW ME. According to Mike, I am not a person. I am not real. This is fucked up. I know people have the right to stand by their believes but you know what? Don't be an asshole about it. 

Ok class time.

Love always,

Me 

Sunday May 1st, 2011

Dear Diary,

So here I am sitting in elections and guess what I am not doing. Work! I should be and I am totally annoyed because...well to be honest I feel as though I am cramed into this tiny space. I can't breathe. And my little argh if he leans on me spies on what I am doing one more time I fucking swear! (I am doing this while he is watching something on netflix). 

Besides that this is really stupid. AHHHHHHH i could be being a productive human being instead I am here. I am super uncomfortable, I am tired, I just all around don't want to be here.

Monday April 25th, 2011

Dear Diary,

So i guess it's been a while huh? I have been super busy. Ok I am always extremely busy. I just haven't been really stressed out until I realized I have a month to prepare for my MCAT. People have been preparing for MONTHS. I am sooooo screwed.

On a brighter side, I had an amazing easter with my baby. We sat around and then made diner. Granted it wasn't ham like I wanted but the bacon made up for it. We had breakfast for diner <3 Yay. I Should've done a shit ton of work this weekend but you know what I think I deserve time off sometimes and this weekend was it.

Ryan and I were talking and we are both super excited about living together next semester. I woke up with a "kink" in my neck this morning which has promptly turned into the throbbing pain that tells me that I won't be doing much tonight. Too bad I have class til 5:30 and then a poster presentation meeting. Yup it pretty much sucks. I hope I don't get sick.

Today is write a heart on your wrist to raise awareness about suicicde and depression. It is a symbol of having your heart on your sleeve and living your life with love. In other words, always show people you care because some people can be going through a hard time and you never know. Give people the benefit of the doubt. I think I do a pretty good job living by this rule or at least I try.

To Ryan: I love you very much. I wish you knew how much you mean to me 'cause you know you are my world. Sometimes I go crazy psycho bitch and yell at you about stupid shit and I really am trying to stop. I have breakdowns because sometimes I get scared that you are going to leave. I know you say that you aren't but you know how badly I was destroyed. Most of the time I just wanna run away and do like I did when my dad left. Be a big girl. Take care of myself. Its scary for me to need you as much as I do. I just wanted to tell you that I love you. A LOT.

Love always,
Me

Thursday April 14th, 2011

Dear Diary,


Wow. Just wow. I have had one hell of a week. I have finally gotten over what I caught last week after my grandmother passing AND I have taken 5 exams. FIVE EXAMS! Do you understand how much studying I did in the past week to take five exams.

Well, all I have been doing lately is sleeping. It's nice. Tonight I am going to physics homework and then I am going to start doing some lessons for MCAT. It is totally freaking me out because I talked to my counselor and he said that if I don't do well then I would have to wait and apply next year. It is just scary and nerve racking to know that this is my only shot. It is time to start cramming/ reallly making time for this. It is super scary.

AHHHHHHHHHH ok better now. I am going to do dishes. OK Ryan?

Love always,
Me

Friday April 8, 2011

Dear Diary,

Again here I am in the computer cluster. I have come to terms with my grandmothers death or at least it doesn't hurt so badly. I am FINALLY starting to feel better. I can actually breathe through my nose now its great. I.... I have to start study for my MCAT like full on anytime that I have free studying. I guess I will have to work on that after all my exams are done. I just HAVE TO make time for it. I talked to my counselor and if I don't get an acceptable grade on it I may be looking at a gap year and I just can't afford that.

That makes me really nervous. Almost vomit nervous. I don't even wanna finish this bagel.

I fixed my comments so that anyone that isn't spam could post. Yes I realize my only reader is my boyfriend but hey I might as well let him leave comments right?

Today is my first exam out of the five that I have coming up. SCARY. I am going to study my ass off at relay for life. It is going to be fucking crazy though. Hope I can do it. I am gonna buy energy drinks and bring all (pretty much all of) my books and work really hard to know where everything is in the shark cause that is GOING to be on the exam. I am going to "study" for physics but he drops the lowest grade and well the truth is that I got a b+ and a- on the last two and don't REALLY wanna study for it, but I will I guess. I have heard that the kidney exam for physiology is super hard. But i think I have that covered. Biochem really makes me nervous though because lord knows that there is going to be much of a curve because it is Cosgroves test and he is a sweetheart.

The last thing I wanna talk about is my boyfriend GODD WILL HE LAY OFFF. hahaha just joking. I know you are reading this. ANYWAY, I wanted to say how amazing he has been. He is sweet and kind and has held me as I cry hysterically. He is wonderful and amazing and has taken care of me so much. I am so excited to be living with him next year. SO EXCITED. I promise that I will make this week up to him somehow. He so deserves it after how horrible I have been this week. AND HE GOT THE LEAD JOB.
w000h0000 baby.

Anyway, I suppose that that (that that?) is all I have to say.

Love always,
Me

Wednesday April 6, 2011

Dear Diary,

Oh how many things have been going on. I have 5 minutes before class and needed to talk to someone so well here I am. This sunday my grandmother died. Its...hard. I can't explain how I feel. I am so guilty that I could've gone and seen her on spring break but didn't because I was busy and mom didn't want me to see her that way. I want to go home so bad but have decided thanks to my 5 exams that I should stay and study. Well today is the funeral and I am trying not to cry sitting here in the computer lab. I just wow you know?

I am so stressed/sad/ all around shitty that I officially am sick. I have two large and painful lymph nodes on my neck. If I blow my nose/sneeze one more time....AHHHHH

I had a finicial aid incident that really freaked me out. Mom doesn't get it. Most people don't My myslice said that I had exceeded that limit of stafford loans. Thank god that I am considered an independent so technically I didn't. My myslice lied to me. And my mom was like see you shouldn't get yourself all worked up about shit like that. BUT it could've meant the end of school for me and that in itself is stressful.

Can anything else go wrong this week?


Love always,
Me